I'm taking a little break from any big arts and crafts projects for now, just coloring and doodling a bit here and there, and yet I continue to see the creativity of God in my life.
Over the past couple months, I've been honored to participate in a local church's development of a new Sunday morning English language learning program. A team of about 10 members of the church volunteered to invest in this program as a way to love and serve the international members of our community. Most of them do not have a teaching degree, and only a few have worked with people from other cultures, but I've been so impressed and blessed by their willingness to do whatever is needed to make this possible. So we met several times to plan, practice, promote, prepare, and pray together, and last Sunday was our first scheduled class! Look at all these beautiful, eager, friendly faces that were just anticipating welcoming their first students!
No students showed up that morning.
Smiles and shoulders sagged ever-so-slightly as the whole team felt disappointed but worked hard to maintain a positive outlook. We sat around the classroom and looked at the snacks that were waiting to be eaten, the pencils that were waiting to be held, the chairs that were waiting to be sat upon. I looked around at the faces that were waiting to greet, connect, teach, learn and love, and prayed silently, Lord, we're ready...what's the hold up?
There have been times in "ministry life" when I have felt spiritual oppression, barricades, and attacks and have learned how to pray against those things in the name of Jesus. But that morning, I didn't feel any of that. I felt like we were all exactly where we were supposed to be, doing exactly what we were supposed to do, and could almost visibly see Jesus sitting with us, smiling, nodding, even clapping. I got the strangest feeling that he had no intention for there to be any students in our class that day. This was smack-dab in the middle of his will and plan. What I couldn't figure out was... why?
Our group decided the best way to spend this time together was to pray. We prayed for the dream and vision that we shared, we prayed for those who would join us soon, and we thanked God for whatever-the-heck He was doing. Then we came up with a new strategy to bring people in...
See, the original plan was to invite clients through World Relief, invite local international churches to come, and announce it at this church. We purposefully did not send mass announcements out through the schools and other community organizations, because we didn't want to get overwhelmed. Since this team is new to this sort of ministry, I wanted to keep it small for our 6-week "trial run." The plan is, after the trial period, the team will take the summer to use what they learned and prepare a full program to launch in the fall. We just didn't expect our limited invitation to have no results at all.
So the new strategy is this: personal invitation. Who do you know in your community who could benefit from this program? Do you know anyone who does not speak much English? If not, take it to another degree - do you know anyone who knows anyone who wants to learn English? A friend or neighbor is much more likely to show up at this church, than someone who is handed a flyer about a place they've never gone and a group of people they've never met. The team considered this, and then started to respond:
"I could tell some of the parents of my kids at school..."
"My manicurist might be interested..."
"You know, I've been looking for a good excuse to check out that new temple down the road..."
Fast forward to Week #2!
Same smiling and welcoming faces, same bright and empty room. Except... one. One woman came in, and the beautiful shade and shape of her face told me that she was probably from South Sudan. She was welcomed with all the pent-up joy and love that our team had been storing for two weeks! She was familiar to some people in the group because she attended that church and had friends there. She understands and speaks English well, and said she hoped to learn to read and write with us. We all introduced ourselves to her and asked her to share some of her story with us, which she did. We prayed with her, and as we ended our time one volunteer (who had brought a beautiful spread of snacks) wrapped up all the cookies and oranges for her to take home to her family. The woman thanked us and asked if it was OK if she invited a couple friends to come with her next week. YES!! we all but shouted eagerly.
While the team was waiting, I talked with a few of the members, and listened to their stories. They told me about the people they had seen, met, and talked with throughout the previous week, people they had barely noticed before that they realized were all around them: the Korean man who owns the dry cleaner, the Pakistani couple with the gas station, the Hispanic construction crew in their neighborhood, etc. The team was suddenly seeing and caring about the international members of their community! And I wonder if maybe that was God's plan and purpose all along...
One person matters. She is strong and brave and full of grace. She felt loved and welcomed into our room, and will link arms to bring others in. Maybe the people in the community - the nail salon, the gas station, the temple - will feel loved and welcomed, too, and because of that maybe they will come see what this program is about. It might be small and slow-growing for a while, but it is also deeply personal and intentional.
The measure of success of this dream is not in numbers of students or progressive language skills, but in renovated hearts and transformative relationships... in the ways we begin to look and act and love more like Jesus.
A blog about arts, crafts, colors and beauty, and letting creative expression lead our hearts to worship and praise our Creator. "...whatever you do, do all to the glory of God." - 1 Corinthians 10:31
Monday, May 6, 2019
Saturday, April 20, 2019
The Tale as Old as Time
I finished it! One month, from beginning to end, and so pleased with the result...
Thank you, Andrew, for giving me such a thoughtful gift, and thank you, readers, for following along on this little journey with me! It was really special to spend this time listening to some of my favorite praise songs, reflecting on love and grace, and meditating on color and story and symbolism in stitches. I took so much joy in creating and worshiping the Creator in the process.
In case you were curious, the image came from the Thomas Kinkade Disney Dreams Collection, and is just a small piece of a much bigger and even more elaborate and beautiful painting called "Falling in Love." (I did look it up, and there are also 5x7"-half-picture and 16x12"-full-picture cross-stitch patterns of the same painting - that would be a challenge!) Yet another illustration of how our limited vantage point is only a small piece of the grander story...
This last song link is not "technically" a praise song, but if you've learned anything from this blog series, I'm sure you can find a way to let it lead you to worship. And if you do, please comment below and let me know how. (Also, be sure to pay special attention to the last image that is shown at the end of this music video!)
Listening to: "Beauty and the Beast," by Celine Dion and Peabo Bryson
P.S. Cross-stitching is just one way I like to be creative. I also like to color, sketch, write poetry, crochet, take pictures, etc. Maybe you like to cook, bake, garden, cut hair, carve wood, do make-up, sew, glue, paint, macrame, quilt, basket-weave, Lego-design, make wreaths, make jewelry, make music, build, fix, or renovate. Whatever you do to add beauty and life and purpose to the world, remember that it is a gift from the Creator, let it draw you closer to his heart, and use it well as an offering of praise and worship to him.
Friday, April 19, 2019
Belle, Complete
I'm so close to finishing this project! I'm done with all the cross-stitches, and am working on the outline now, and just completed the image of Belle.
I really love the character of Belle, and I always have, because I felt like I could relate to her. She's a bookworm, a dreamer, and a little odd, not really fitting in to the quiet and predictable and "provincial" life she feels surrounded by, longing to be a part of something much bigger than herself but not knowing what that is quite yet. And for all her ideas about who she might become or where she might end up, I'm certain that she never could have imagined that she would be experiencing this moment, hand in hand and face to face with a Beast that she did not fear, but instead cared for, trusted, and loved.
Being a dreamer is hard sometimes, especially when you are a follower of Jesus. The problem isn't that we're limited and the world is too small - quite the contrary! Knowing that God is creative and awesome and has limitless resources, time, and power and that ALL things are possible with Him... and knowing that HE actually has a wonderful plan and purpose for me... is overwhelming. I tremble in silent wonder on the brink of the great unknown - the days and months and years, the steps and miles and voyages he has in store. It's all so much more than I could dream of on my own - my wildest imagination cannot touch the glory of His plan.
Over and over I see it happen to people in the Bible, and over and over again I have seen it happen in my own life: simple, quiet, unassuming characters in a poor provincial world, who just hold on to the Promise with faith and trust in the God of the universe... walking step by step into adventure and magic and thrilling hope. Oh God, you are great and do marvelous things!
Listening to: Better Than Life, by Phil Whickham
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